We are nearing completion of post-production on Tenebrous.  It feels like another chapter in my life is coming to a close.  With Phil passing and being so interconnected, I almost don’t want it to end.  But, as with all things they must end.  And then it will be out there for everyone to see.

It’s scary and exciting at the same time, knowing that there will be complete strangers out there seeing your own personal thoughts and feelings displayed on a theater screen.  As a writer I had to ignore my own fear of people seeing my insecurities.

Phil thought it was incredibly brave of me to do it but I don’t think of myself as a brave person.  Maybe when a situation presents itself and I know what I feel is right and I have to do it happens, it’s there and I do it.

And now I am working on trying to get a few film projects funded.  There are moments of pure frustration followed by relief.  At the end of the day my nerves are strung out but I always try to see what positive changes have happened.  As long as there is some good forward momentum, however small, you’ll eventually reach your goal.  Staying positive is key.

I don’t know, maybe I’m writing this more for myself to make sure I remember where I was at so I can look at it all in hindsight.  But if anyone else can learn from this, so be it.